Did I mention that my husband is a non-believer? Ah yes,there are struggles.
When I married my husband, after 9yrs of no hint of God in my life, you can only imagine his shock when I became a child of God. This was the wife who partied at his side, who shared his same misery & discust when no drugs could be found, who stepped up to fight back when an arguement arose (which was OFTEN), and who listened to the same music, watched the same t.v. shows & movies. As you can imagine, alot of things began to change about that wife. First went the drugs, and along with it the misery. Then the music, my constant name calling & the starting of fights. All the changes caught him quite off guard. And I don't think he believed any of it would last. There were times I wasn't even sure myself.
But here I am almost 2yrs later happily & fully comitted to my Rescuer, Jesus.
Things can get really tough. I no longer see as my husband sees... but for the first time in my life, I see with the vision of Truth! Praise be to God!! :)
Thursday, December 30, 2010
Please be patient with me...
This is my very first blog, so please be patient with me. And please forgive me, cause I really don't know what I am doing. :)
I guess I will start by telling you about myself... First & formost, I am a child of God. I am 34yrs old, married for 5yrs, and have 2 beautiful daughters; Cerina, who is 12 & my Choncie, who is in heaven, who would be 13. My husband & I have been together for 14&1\2 yrs.
I was rescued by Jesus almost 2yrs ago, and I mean rescued!
I was addicted to drugs from the age of 17 up until Jesus rescued me. At the age of 19 I tried to commit suicide, and PRAISE THE LORD that was a failed attempt!
Once Jesus took hold of my heart & my life, I finally began to realize that I just might have a purpose here on this earth. :) And I'm realizing that writing for Him, for His purpose & glory, might be one of those purposes. And so.... I will do my best, with His help, guidance & strength... and I pray, with His wisdom.
This is a bit scary for me, but I hope I can be a blessing to others. God bless!
I guess I will start by telling you about myself... First & formost, I am a child of God. I am 34yrs old, married for 5yrs, and have 2 beautiful daughters; Cerina, who is 12 & my Choncie, who is in heaven, who would be 13. My husband & I have been together for 14&1\2 yrs.
I was rescued by Jesus almost 2yrs ago, and I mean rescued!
I was addicted to drugs from the age of 17 up until Jesus rescued me. At the age of 19 I tried to commit suicide, and PRAISE THE LORD that was a failed attempt!
Once Jesus took hold of my heart & my life, I finally began to realize that I just might have a purpose here on this earth. :) And I'm realizing that writing for Him, for His purpose & glory, might be one of those purposes. And so.... I will do my best, with His help, guidance & strength... and I pray, with His wisdom.
This is a bit scary for me, but I hope I can be a blessing to others. God bless!
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